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| Ahh.. I was actually talking to my mom today, and she said "if" i got into universityfar away.. she'd actually consider letting me go.. and i think it would be a good idea.. i dont know just an idea.. i really don't want to stay home but i do... i dont know we'll see...
I'm re-doing my room..well just switching stuff around and it looks good!
ive decided im going to stop relying on other people and depending on anyone.. it gets me nowhere. |
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| I feel like ive built a wall between me and everything the past 2 weeks... life's been pretty shitty lately but im hanging in there as always.. my classes arent so bad... biology's kinda odd, law is pretty good, calculus...er.. im so white! lol we havent gotten to the calulus part yet.. english.. atleast i have kait, world issues is just joking with everyone and watching christina hate on zack lol, anthrooo talk times with people.. and media its the same (almost) crew people i talked to last year so its not that bad...spare ive jus kinda been in the library finishing up hmw so i dont have to bing it home and do it..
I havent really done much.. just working on the weekend and sometimes get some hang out time in with some people... im tired of people always making plans with me and then obviously ditching out, so im not asking anyone anymore, and im tired of people using me so ive just kinda drifted off lately and stayed in my own shell... im tired of relying on zack.. beileve me hes a great guy and *always* there for me, but sometimes it'd be nice if your friends were there as well
im also tired of myself.... ...and when i say im tired i mean im going to take a nap.
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| Friday 18 - worked saw zack for all of 2 secs. Saturday 19 - worked Sunday 20 - Worked Monday 21- Worked Tuesday 22 - lazied around/ went out for dinner x_x Wednesday 23 - SAW KAITLYN!! muskoka<3 -pulse with alz (crappy movie) Thursday 24 - Wonderland alex Friday 25 - the ex avec alex and christina Saturday 26 - work Sunday 27 - work if not scheduled then renee Monday 28 Tuesday 29 Wednesday 30 Thursday 31 - muskoka to see k8 the gr8 for the night! Friday 1st - follow on from thursday Saturday 2nd - work probably Sunday 3rd - who knows Monday 4th Tuesday 5th - back to school cool x_x
I feel as if ever since i came back from my trip ive barely seen anybody because everyones schedules always gay and things never go as planned... I keep getting called in for work I need money I still need togo back to school shopping
On a good note: i found my hamster that i thought was dead, and now that makes 3 hamsters, 1 dog, and 1 cat... and now my mom wants a german sheppard:S
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